This post was hanging around as a draft for a few years until being published...since my thoughts are the same as they were 6 years ago, when writing this, I am publishing it now.
So many thoughts, feelings and memories in my head these days. Sometimes I wonder if its good to do the things you have on your so called bucket list. The things I have had on my bucket list are far from what many of you would consider bucket list items. For me it was spending Christmas with my mom in Sweden. We have spent many Christmases together but not in Sweden since 1988! This year it happened and now I can cross it off my list. I kind of already miss having it on my list. It was a great Christmas, all the right food and the people I wanted to spend it with was there including 2 of 3 daughters- not bad!
You know when you have things on that list it is not over yet. You have it there to do in the future. You can look forward to it and wonder how it is going to be and dream. Now when its over it is over! I am not disappointed or not happy with how it turned out, I just miss having it on my list!
Enough wining!
